Have you missed me?

 I feel like I haven't done a full on update in a while, and I know you've missed it. There's a lot you've missed out on. Gosh it's been a crazy few weeks here.

School started. Though I'm pretty sure you've figured that one out by now. I love my schedule this year. I TA two periods, Thornock and Library. I have multimedia and foods as my other two electives. I got into American Studies, the 2 period combined English and History class for enriched students, and I am absolutely loving every second of it. My only rough class is foods. I don't know. I just don't like it. I don't feel natural in there.
It took some getting used to the first couple weeks but I really like school now. Yeah, I'm still getting bullied and such, but you learn to ignore the haters and focus on the ones who really love you. Once in a while I still cry. I still get discouraged. And I still feel like I'm not enough sometimes. You gotta do what you gotta do. But then you pick yourself up, dust yourself off, and tell yourself you are beautiful because I know inside that I am. And I know there are people out there that think I am too. That's what keeps me going.
I'm doing math online this year. It's easier and fits with my schedule better. I love not having math at Centennial. I hope it stays this perfect.

Over Memorial Day weekend my dad and I took a trip to Denver. It was really fun. We stayed right in downtown, spent a day in Colorado Springs, and had a great time together. I'm really glad we decided to go there over the break. It was a crazy awesome trip.

I went to the Rascal Flatts concert last Friday. Amazing! Justin Moore opened. Oh heavens. My love. Dang. He's. Whoooooooo. Sara. He's whoooooo. I love that man. Sara Evans came after, who absolutely put on the best show of the night. She is an amazing performer. She treats the audience like a big group of friends. I love it. Rascal Flatts followed. Sara Jean got like, 6? I think? concert calls from me. Dang those men know how to write songs for that girl. It was fabulous. The concert was amazing.

I finally found photos of the Little Miss Project here in Salt Lake City. Take a look <3

My word do those photos bring tears to my eyes. Wow. And these aren't even half the signs. There were signs all the way up to the lawn. It was amazing. Signs crowding the lawn. Wow. Wow. Wow. I wish I had pictures of it, video of it, but I was crying too hard to care. <3 YOU ARE LOVED

I passed out again today. In foods. I was sitting in my chair one minute and the next I was on the floor. I still feel super sick but I'm doing a tad better. I hope I don't feel this horrible tomorrow.

Tuesday marked the day one month since the stage fell in Indy. My word. Scary day. Scary, terrifying, and most definitely the hardest day of my life. I miss my baby girl so much that died that night <3 I don't know how I'm going on without her, but you live and you learn, and you find one way or another to move on. Though I know I wouldn't be here at all if it weren't for the Sugarfamily. <3

Holly got her necklace yesterday <3 many of you have seen my gold heart with wings necklace. Well, I sent Holly one like it with a real long letter and she finally got it. I was so happy. I'm so glad she loves it.

Sara's birthday is tomorrow and her package is still sitting on my bed. Oh heavens. I was going to mail it today but I got so sick I couldn't even sit upright until a few minutes ago. Hopefully I'll get it off tomorrow. I hope she doesn't hate me for this.

Sara. Heidy. (:

Caroline's birthday was on Tuesday. Happy birthday girl! She is the best friend in the world. The funniest person. The one that I have too many memories with to name. I love her. I can't believe she's 14. Scary!

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Thanks for the love to you all. I've gotten a lot of support since losing my girl last month. And I don't think people get enough credit just for simply being the sweetest people ever. You know who you are. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. <3 <3 <3

Little Miss Erika