Sunday, March 18, 2012

Scared.

So. Well. I'm not like scared. Okay. I'm scared. But hey. It's like a stupid scared. So. There's only one thing I want to do with my life. One thing. I want to sing. I want to spend my whole life on stage. But no. Everyone else in my life is all go to law school. Go into social work. Don't waste your smarts. My parents are already talking about college and the rest of my entire life. I'm not even in high school! I know I should probably start planning a bit for my future but still, I can't walk away from everything I've wanted to do my whole life. I can't. But what I am supposed to do when my entire family doesn't support the only thing I want to do? I can't imagine spending my life any other way.
Oh, heavens, it almost gets me emotional to think of spending my life any other way. I can't. I know it sounds stupid. Stupid. But I'd do anything to get me to where I want to be. But I feel like I'm getting to the point where I'm being forced to give up on a dream I've had forever.

Little Miss Erika

1 comment:

  1. Then follow your heart and sing, baby girl. Once you put your mind to something, you can do it. You can do anything your heart desires, but make sure you have something to fall back on. I mean, if Rebecca Black and Justin Bieber can have record deals, so can you.

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